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Can’t say it feels strange or different , it feels unorthodox sometimes but other times it feels the same as being home, I wish to hold her hand before she leaves and make her stay for a few more minutes , I’d like to hold her before I have to wait hours before I see her again
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There comes a time in our lives when we must decide.
Leave , vacate , ignore it or laugh, but you cannot hide
A lot of things are not meant to be because thats what life can be
no one said it would be easy, and thats what they told me
And yet the more I convince myself to keep going and decide.
I want to change my mind to hide, not come out , I’m gone I died
I dont want to know I dont want to feel or see
am I important to anyone I am I really doing this for me
Make up your mind , come through and finally decide.
but I cannot I tell them I rather say I didn’t then say yes and lie
I am a person, I crawl with mistakes , I leak out uncertainty you see
now looking back I wish I had changed my mind , but no matter, I am who I am
And that’s all I can be.
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A temperate season, creates darkness earlier in our everyday lives
It changes my mood it brings me sadness, it chokes you
With a tight grip around your neck like shadow chains that wont let go
But is it autumn or is it the sudden change from heat to cold
September Equinox that brings me Pain.
Blasted seasons why must you change, can I blame you ?
Should I blame myself? I am sorry that last year wasn’t pleasant
I didnt enjoy you, I did not venture out and step on the crisp leafs
and fall in a bundle and lay for a while, I didnt search for white skies.
September Equinox that brings me Sorrow.
But I do appreciate you being for me here again great season
great time of fire and red blood , with hint of the power of the yellow sun
and combination of fascination and creativity of the color orange presented with
leafs that fall from the trees, celebration around the corner and yet…
September Equinox that brings me Thoughts
Here you are again to remind me that another year will pass by
that this is reality and that time waits for noone, the cold and frigid truth
as cold as the air becomes when you arrive. I will never forget and you will be
my greatest witness, for when I pick up a leaf when I am far older and wiser
I will also be able to smile knowing that it is still green.
September Equinox that brings me Clairvoyance
I’ve become somber
Amidst the drift in the morning
I’m starting to float away
My words
Did they crush you?
My heart
Did it melt you?
It’s caught in November
I’m holding you closer
I’m holding you closer,
Caught in November
I don’t want to let go
I’ll never let you go
I’m lost in your…
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just broken glass
see through my jagged edges
transparent
clean up the mess if you like,
I’m still shattered.
still wine stained
blood red
with the memory of your tainted lips.
don’t bother,
after all
glass can’t get hurt.
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